Monday, June 11, 2007

Kittys not the only one...




So...you really didn't think I could figure out the details that you creatively left out of your story huh? It's not that hard to search for your my space and see the pictures of you and your man. And to think just Saturday you were telling me you weren't in a relationship as you unbuttoned my shirt at the bar.. must have been all the mandarin/cokes you stock piled before I even got there talking ..
Once a liar... always a liar..
For the rest of you who may not know yet...I made the tragic mistake of letting my ex back into my life. The one "true love of my life".... Sure... he tore out my heart when we broke up, left the country for a new life after promising he was worth the risk, and that he would never break my heart as so many had before him... "trust me"
Famous last words...
Foolish me...falling for the puppy dog eyes, and thinking maybe you were right, Maybe there could be a future for us with your "meant to be" bullshit.
Damn...you missed your true calling biatch..You shoulda been an actress.
Now, D realizes there was no promises made. These weren't technically even "dates" I suppose. I shouldn't have assumed that with some of the activities that occurred you'd have the decency to tell me you were still involved with someone else. I guess the trip to Australia should have been a tip off...hmmm. think that's where he lives? Just a guess.
And to think I questioned whether to trust you or not. Was this just a ploy to be the ex I befriended? You were always a little obsessed with curing me of that. Now that rule seems smarter than ever. But I can't blame you...I was the one who decided to make the exception. Crazy to think there could have been a happy ending besides the one you had all over my chest..
Better to find out sooner than later...
What saddens me most is how much time I wasted missing a man that doesn't even exist anymore... When did you become one of the self absorbed, sloppy drunk, man-whores we used to despise???
Feels so great to be free!
P.S. You REALLY should have listened to me about wearing your sunscreen girl..